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♥ i m guilty towards mum today ♥

Today i seems to screw up everythin..
right here i thin i jus want to say
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY
SORRY to mummy..

i shdn't vent my anger on u for jus a small matter..affected yr mood so seriously..
This mornin when i opened my eyes n saw mum sleeping soundly,i feel so bless to have mum..
i even tel myself i wil nv send her to old folk's home no matter hw tough life is.
Cox she manage to struggle thr her life n brought mi up..i thin i shd treat her better too..dats my role n responsibility isin't.
BUT, i raise my voice to her today, (though i m not scolding her, but i m blaming her, n i am talkin to her in a mono n attitude tone)jus becox of stupid office pant. i even brought up past issue, sayin that i lost 3 office skirt plus 1 office pant run out of dye.she stood there silently.
i knew she is not feelin comfortable as well, she alway protect my things n treasure as much as mi.
Jus dat i couldnt control my feeling as this is realli very irritating.My EQ has always been low i knew it..i find it hard to stay calm n talk nicely to her.but i duno hw to tel her i jus appreciate all the things she had done for mi, for this family.
I trying to act blur n bring her for lunch since today i m on half day leave..but she cant eat her lunch..keep thinkin bout the office pant..haiz..i felt so guilty.
i shdn't blame u at all.In fact, i shd thank u.
Sorry mama.



Wishing on the same star @ 3:57 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009