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♥ ごめなさい！ ♥

Ytd i went out wif Susan n Siyu..i provoke Susan n i felt v apologetic even though she stil kk wear a smile on her face, but can see dat she is pissed wif mi..
i m sorry la..i nv expected u wil react so buay soong..cox i thot u wun mind..but after wat Siyu shared with mi today, i finally understand y u mind..
i know dat i shdnt 'abandon' u, but dat is nt my intention, i thot that we have no where to go, so den i decided to meet him, but nv expect him to reach so soon.
n u r right, perhaps i shdnt abandon u for this kind of man..but i realli can afford to let him wait n acc u, cox pls understand this,frens always come after family. at least to mi..
you shd noe dat although i always gt bothered by love, but when i engage in relationship, i wil stil do my part as a fren. i m not those kind dat is willing to gif up frenship for love, if someone needs mi to do dat, den he dun worth it.
Anyway, i thin i realli step your tail, if not u wouldnt put 'bloody fren' in your msn nick..n i felt a bit hurt..sorry!

Today i m so bored at home..cox i dun dare to ask susan out..n i was like an idiot, stare at 4 walls..i try to fulfill my promise cox i surely dun wan to be someone like him.
n i m glad so far i did it.
but i have to sacrifice some freedom..some pride.
i duno worth it or not.
but i hope i wun regret in future.



Wishing on the same star @ 10:22 PM
Saturday, March 21, 2009