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♥ One of the worst day of my life ♥

This few days i realli find that time passed so slow..
My emotion is like weather forecast..i myself also cant predict..
i only know that i felt fuck tub for these few days..n i realli have strong desire to cut my wrist this morning..but..worth it ma?

i dun understand y is it that when i felt the worst day of my life, Si Yu is e one stay by my side.n not him.
i dun understand y he can b so selfish, in fact, he is e most selfish person i ever encounter for my past 23 years.
i dun understand y he just cant fulfil anythin that he promised to me.
i dun understand y i can tahan him so mani times when he totally dun trust mi at all.
i dun understand y i dun fight for my right when he try to push all e blame to mi.
i dun understand y i stil dare to 'hope' when i knew dat i shouldnt trust guy too much.

i dun understand y i stil like him..when i dun even sure of myself whether m i jus a chess to him?

i felt realli SAD.
At this moment.



Wishing on the same star @ 2:31 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009