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♥ My dad ♥

Jus went to hospital visit dad...he became so skinny..frankly speaking, when i saw him, i started to blame myself..am i the one who cause him to become wat he is today?
i realised he dun feel comfortable in that kind of run down place..of cox, if it was mi, i could have felt the same too..n wat the hell am i thinkin?i thot its another act by him..i wonder y am i so mean..who likes to stay in hospital..?i shd have pay more attention to him, n care more for him. not that i dun wan..i shd use the word.."i dun dare"
i noe i cant control myself when i see him so skinny..
i noe i cant control myself when i noe he is not living in good..
i noe myself too well..dat anythin concern my dad, i will bound to cry like hell.
i have to b strong, cox he onli have mi as his onli family now.
i need to be strong, cox i thin he dun have much time wif mi alreadi..
gosh...Neo Li Ming..u used up almost a packet of tissues paper for this entry..crybaby!

Tml i will take half day leave..wanted to brew soup for dad..be it he can eat or not..at least i noe he will appreciate..n might becox of dat, gif mi faces n drink few sips..
thanks susan for accompany mi to visit my dad..as usual, she is rather a thoughtful gal..i appreciated it..though i didnt say it in front of her.
After i part with her, my tears start to roll in my eye ball.. my mind were all my dad's images..

To dad:

i saw yr smile when u saw mi..onli then i realised you r STILL my beloved daddy.
I cant bear to part with u, or leave u alone, i am sorry..dat i brought u nothing but misery and lonely.



Wishing on the same star @ 12:15 AM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009