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♥ 不孝女 ♥

我真的觉得我很不孝。
Today is the day Dad's discharge from hospital.
i went to visit him as usual..thanks to MG for sending mi there..i was there quite earli..i didnt have much topic to chat with dad, so we 2 r like 2 stranger in a room. He is sleeping while i almost doze off from the sofa too.
When time is around 1pm..i acc him discharge.
i went to collect his medicine n realised i need to pay $2230 for his medicine!
huge amount for mi definitely!
After dat we went to nearby bus stop, took bus to Toa Payoh Interchange.i bought him Macdonald since there isint any food he needs to avoid and that he is craving for fillet o fish burger for quite some time.n he manage to finish the whole burger!
we walked headlessly to nowhere..i am sooooo tire as i onli slept 3 hrs last night..n i keep on thinking of the urge to go home. so unfillial.i noe i shd acc him more..but the atmosphere realli makes mi feel like gg home.i wan to slp..
but daddy wan to shop ard, n even suggested watch movie.
i agree even though i am bloody shacked.
but i felt so 'heng' when there isint any chinese movie that we could find. (i find myself so bad)
we even make another trip to AMK hub..through out the whole journey that i am with him, i jus felt like gg home asap, but he jus dun wan to go home.so i am sort of 'forcing' myself to acc him..omg..sorry dad.
n after acc him for about 4 hrs plus..i cannot tahan n ask him to go home rest..while i told him the true that i am very tire n wan to go home rest.
He didnt appears unhappi, instead, he see mi up to bus den walked off. haiz..GUILTY.
When i am inside bus, MG msg mi n said he is free n ask mi wan to meet up or not?
immediately i agreed. at that point of time, i noe hw unfillial i am.
despite i m so tire, i stil can go out with MG but not dad. wat the hell is dat lame excuse?
n it turn out a bad day for mi n MG.
We bought movie ticket but cant watch n have to go back home immediately.
we had small quarrel cox he is such a selfish n bad guy to ask mi forsake my dad.
i realli hate him to the core n seriously need to curse him.
i m MAD at him for having this kind of selfish thots.anyway he is a selfish person by nature.that's a fact.
i thin dats Heaven punishment to mi for that day.



Wishing on the same star @ 9:59 PM
Saturday, May 2, 2009