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DREAD ♥

i m overloaded with all those 'toxic stress' i guess..
wat's wrong with mi..
i start to dread what i m doing..
i dislike my colleagues, my client, my jobscope..
i noe sumtimes things dun go our way..we have to change our mindset n try to fit into the situation.
Environment wun change for us..
i hate myself..losing passion in my work..forging smile everyday..showing attitude to colleagues..unable to accomplish task on time..bad mouth by staff of how LAZY n UNPROFESSIONAL i m..i realli got a shock..i nv expect ppl will use 'lazy' to describe mi..i dun wish to make any comaprison with anyone now..cox what happen already happened.
how i wish i can escape..i noe escaping cant solve any problem, but having e courage to face problem means problem will get solved meh?
you do right things? or u do things right?
i was all alone at recept today..i wish no one talk to mi..no fone rings..no client come to mi, no colleagues bother mi..suddenly, i cant help it but burst out crying.
Hooi Ghee saw it and brought mi to a room n she cried too, due to unbalancing of work n family.
真的是家家有本难念的经。



Wishing on the same star @ 4:36 PM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009