♥ Troubled - Dad n Bro ♥
Pls dun add stress to mi, i m tryin v hard to solve the problem too..if u still think i m v selfish, did not spare a thot for u, jus be it..i m alreadi seasoned n do not wish to debate with u.
Who is selfish i bet u shd have an answer for yrself.
Being yr daughter, i m trying hard to play my part.
But i m nt a ATM, i dun mind every mth top up extra allowance for u apart from the $600 that u have every mth..
But pls STOP thinking for yrself n PLS spare a thot for mi!
Bro has phobia upon seeing u, mi too!
i m realli troubled, to have a dad like u. But i couldnt blame anyone nor do i wan to blame.
It's fate, i noe.
Ytd i was realli depressed when i saw bro simply bo chap in everything.
When he came bk from work, immediately he told mi that dad wan to sell his hse.
FxxK!
Dad wouldnt think of dat option if the policeman did not suggets this to him, well, i noe the police is trying to help my dad, furthermore he doesnt noe wat type of person my father is!
n true enough, i saw a grin on his face at that moment.
i knew he is having the idea soon..to sell the hse in exchange with cash on hand.
i advise bro dun sell the hse, becox the hse installment is fully paid, wat for sell it jus to exchange it for $, ultimately, we r v SURE, any $ that goes to dad will turn to zero.
no matter is $20k or so, we've seen it n experience it through, in jus 1 yr time? Pls dun repeat history itself again, i am begging both of them.
Bro said if dad insist to sell, he dun mind either, becox he is also eyeing on the cash to pay off his credit card debts..
FxxK!
The moment when he said that, my heart realli sank.
i knew it clearly that even though we can sell our AMK hse at good price, no matter hw much is the profit, dad would nt agree to split 50% of the $ to bro..even though both of them own the hse.
n given dad's character, it's even hard for mi to convince him leave the money with us, n we bank in his monthly allowance to his bank jus to help control his usage of money.
n the fact is once they gt the $, dad will spent it within 1 yr n left with NOTHING.
not even a hse of his own..n eventualli will come bk to mi n ask for monthly allowance..
right now i dun mind adding extra few hundred to him when $6oo is nt enough for him..
but if he spent all his assets away, i will have to gif him full amount of allowance till the day he die.
from $200 to $800 is a big jump to mi, excluding all medicial fees that he needs for long term.
Bro knew it clearly that if dad spent all his saving, he will have to depend on mi, as a bro, he did not contribute a single cent to dad, i dun blame him..he chose to b ignorant, i wish too, but i cant..i m realli soft hearted, esp the person is my dad..
I alreadi told bro that i will use all my savings to contribute the furniture for AMK hse, so dat new tenant can quickly view the hse n once we manage to rent out, we dun have to sell the hse anymore..but Bro ask mi to arrange locksmith to unlock the 2 padlock which the bloody cousin locked it..he said he has no $..i alreadi agreed to fork up every single cent of $, including the $100 unlocking of padlock, wat more he wan? He realli can chose to b ignorant totally that he can jus SAID, n i DO it.The hse is not mine! y m i concerning more den anyone!
Idiot him!
i m sickening tire of all these!
May i ask, when things turn out this way, y is it that i m struggling like a cow to help support the whole family..
Can anyone spare a thot for mi before thinkin for themselves? jus a thot will do..i dun dare to demand for more..Ultimately, no matter wat happen, they knew they will depend on mi..
wat if i collaspe?
n i wish the day will come..
onli then i am free of worries n burden.
I am alive today all becox of my mum..she is the reason that i noe y am i still living in this world..
Wishing on the same star @ 12:28 PM
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
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