♥ Not a smooth yesterday and today ♥
i left office at ard 630, class started at 720.
Supposingly i shd b reaching v earli i guess..But shuttle bus gt delayed.
Anyway i am still not late.
on time, i would say.
Wanted to reach earlier so as to borrow last week's notes from others to see wat they have learnt last week, since i was absent from class becox of moving house matters.
Nv do i expect that more den half the class did not turn up, perhaps still in CNY mood.
So bloody lucky that those classmate which i knew, ALL didnt turn up.
So there goes my last week notes.
It turn to a mystery.lol
And i saw a very old Ah pek mixing in our class, it's an old Actor.
I cant rem his name for sure, but admire his courage for taking Jap.
He should have 80 yrs old i guess.
There is this auntie, out of no where sat besides mi.
i am ok though, but start to feel uneasy of her presence.
Esp when i start to look at her from toe to head, head to toe. (i knew i am rude, but cant help it)
Her mouth came up with funnie sound, like 'Ahem', 'Errrrrrrrrrrr', 'Hooo'..
i duno hw to demo it here.
Anyway, i realli wish she dun open her mouth n ask mi any question.
Jus then, She took out a chill Lemonade from duno where n place it beside my pencil case..
of cox, i shifted my pencil case away, afraid that the water might flow to my side..
den she took out a bag of biscuit n eating non stop, i got a shocked seriously.
her fingers full of crumps n pieces, she doesnt care(i think thats a typical Auntie's style isint?), continue to touch her spect, her pen n touches her bag etc.
Wat is most unexpected is :
She asked me to place her bag beside the empty table which is next to mi -_-
i did it.
She den asked mi to DIG her bag n look for her Textbook. -_-'''
i passed the entire bag to her n ask her dig it herself. lol
Amazing auntie! i knew i am v troublesome, but i like cleanliness leh, the auntie throw all her used tissue ard my table i already v pissed but chose to keep quiet..she still ask Lao Niang to dig her bag for her. wah lao, impossible la.
Apart from this Auntie, there is another gal in class whom i truly feel like bashing her up each time she pronounce "L" as "R"
HELLO! in japanese, no R sound ok! Japanese cannot roll their tongue n pronounce R!!! it has to be replace it by "L", simple logic! Hw mani times must i said this!
Keep rolling her tongue n says out "R", wah lao eh!
Sensei also didnt bother to correct them, Y HUH! it's v irritating n distracting for mi!
Anyway, i am so hungry, when i reached home travelling from Bugis to AMK, can die. So far!
Nobody was at home lo.
Power.
n i jus had some New Yr Snacks n went to slp pretty earli.
Alone in my new hse. =(
Today is another bad day for mi.
Jus the morning session is enough to conclude that.
As usual, rushing report for boss.
Same problem ------> Figure nt telly.
Yen is in bad mood today, she told mi earli in the morning.
But stil, i need her help with the report.
She helps, n she scolded mi so loudly that i think the whole stretch of corridor can hear.
i understand y she so pissed at mi, cox i've do it so mani times, yet i have no confidence n no courage to move forward.
She said i can do it, i understand de, jus dat is all careless mistake.
She cant forgive careless mistake. (typically sound like a teacher hor)
n mi, cant help feeling dumb again n shed tears.
Initially when she scolded mi, i am ok..i dun feel anythin at all..but i recall this morning when i had a conflict sms with Bro, n i said sumthing which onli a slut/ bitch would said, i felt so troubled, everythin jus came tgt n i jus feel like letting out my feelings at the moment.
I hated myself today..No matter is the conflict with bro, the matters with Dad, or my report.
i seriously hated myself.
Wishing on the same star @ 12:27 PM
Thursday, February 18, 2010
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