♥ Thank U, Buddy ♥
As planned on wednesday, i am meeting Benson today at AMK hub for movie.
my mood is realli bad today, dun thin i will get to enjoy the movie.
But still, i did not reject his meeting.
Reached at 615pm, bought 2 tickets of "Happy Go Lucky".
But, did not watch it.
Movie started at 710pm, Benson reach ard 720pm.
He apologise n rush mi to go in...but i simply told him i m not in the mood to watch.
He thot i am angry with his usual late practice..throwing tantrum..but i am not..
i returned him the ticket, n said: "Wo xin qing bu hao..."
n start to cry immediately.
He hold my hand n walk towards a nobody corridor n said: "come, we dun watch le"
He asked mi wat happen, i have no intention to tell him.
The thot of wat she told mi this morning in the fone still hurt mi, deeply.
n i cant stop crying...(even when i am writing this post now)
i dun wish to recall..
he asked mi is it family or work, but i answered "friendship"
n he is surprise the person whom he duno, cause such a big impact on mi.
He drove out of AMK hub, came to Sembawang beach(that's his favourite place, not mine)
n treat mi a very nice dinner..
can see that he is putting effort to cheer mi up, n of cox, wan mi to share with him wat happen actually..
i told him is a very small incident..nothin serious..
but he said: "doesnt matter is major or small problem, i jus wan to noe WHY n WHAT cause u to be like this"
i told him a brief story,what hurt mi most is becox i treasure her as my best fren,n every words she said meant a lot to mi..
He told mi this seems a small matter to others, but not to him.
He uds y i am crying..(i am touched)
he pat my head gently n place it on his shoulder (So MAN!)upon seeing mi cried non stop n keep shivering, i guess i realli let out all my emotions n cried with sound..i seldom react like this in front of my fren.
Only Siyu experience that i guess.
He encourage mi to put this matter behind..in order not to have any scar in our frenship..
i will try, of cox..but, i am still upset now.
Guess i need time.
Buddy, thanks for tonight's.....everything.
n here is fotos of the nice dinner with Benson:
While i was with Benson, Yen smsed mi.
"Fann wong and Chris Lee is beside mi now, come now quick!"
i was like.."y everyone is so lucky de?"
i bought Fann Wong's movie tic but nv get to watch it n wasted $20..n now Fann Wong real person is at somewhere in Spore yet i still cant see her as well..so sad!
The thot of popping over nv came across in my mind, dun think Fann n Chris like to b disturb/ppl staring at them when they r having dinner at a super high class restaurant.
They shd enjoy the moment belongs to them.
When i reached home, my face was so red..(been crying for whole day)
Dumb Dumb ask mi wat happen, i jus answered: "nothin serious, jus a small matter"
n she said: "tell mi leh, let mi laugh at u lar, wat's so minor that can cause u cry,share with mi leh.."
=_=
NB.
it's not funnie.
Dumb Dumb is so competitive nowaday..she keep on switchin job jus becox she wans to earn same pay as mi..n i jus get to noe it recently..
Good motivation..but, shd do it step by step n nt thinkin of flying when one cant even crawl.
i am soooooooooooo tire today.
guess i cried too much, i need a good slp.
tml stil need to work, n going to site visiting with boss.
He insisted mi to go with him as he said this is a good opportunity to enter the casino without any entrance fee n able to take fotos! =_=''
Of cox, i cant post the fotos here, MBS can sue mi for that!
going to slp le.
night.. ZzzzzZzZZzzZ..
Wishing on the same star @ 11:58 PM
Friday, March 5, 2010
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