♥ Fatherly Love ♥
He announced it 10 mins before the exam starts =(
That has always been my wish right!!
Shd i stay regret that i've been spending my $ recently like there's no tml?
ARGH!
ok anyway, bk to my exam first.
Hmm..i didnt study..Not sure hw will i score this time..
But shd b ok for my standard..lol..nt being proud, shd feel ashamed cox i've taken this exam last yr liao right!!!
But of cox, this time round, the paper seems totally different n seems a little bit tricky.
God knows hw well/bad i will score ar!
Since is over liao, leave it to fate.
lol.
I keep bothering over the exchange programme issue.
This opportunity dun always come right! i knew it.
I am v keen to go, but nt sure can i cope with my financial ability.
Initially i thot my trip was super ex!
But i was wrong! When i converted the Yen to SGD currency, my eyeball nearly drop.
So cheap sia.
I mean, for a mth of exchange programme, onli required SGD$1000 plus sch fees!
That is such a good deal!
Of cox, exclude 2 way air tic, accommodation n other expenses.
I went to the Jap website n check, i even get in contact with the person in charge via email(coming to this kind of thing, i am very efficient), realised the good lobang is more to come.
Breakfast n dinner is provided by them, student only need to borned lunch,facility fees plus other expenses.
Hostel r damn cheap! SGD$370 u get to stay in a shared room with another student, come tgt with a kitchen, washing machine n bathroom.
=D
so damn happie to hear dat.
Believe can help student to save quite a lot of $~
Hmm, but i cant decide whether i can go or not..like i said, been bothering over the $ issue.
Told my family member about it, all of them seems keen to help mi but dun think they can do much.
Father has all along been supportive of mi in studying jap.
Since i was in sec sch.
He always boost to others dat his daughter can speak japanese, always get good result n so on..
(i am nt as good as he boost, but nt that bad too.lol)
He is proud of mi in this area, i know.
N given his character, if he can help mi to fulfil my dream, he will try all means to help mi.
He called mi this morning n asked mi have i decided to go japan?
i answered him i cant decide, cox i cant estimate hw much i need to spent over there.
furthermore, i dun think my work can allow mi to go on leave for 1 month.
Unless, i chose nt to convert to perm staff with M*S.
Then, i may leave once contract end or submit my resignation letter now, n count down for 1 mth notice period.
He told mi in the fone that if i realli wish to go, he wan to lend mi $ once he get his old hse sold.
Probably ard starting june.
I am touched.
However, that is the last option which i wish to resort.
realli dun wan to use his house money, if nt, i think i am no different from my bro.
Father seems determined to lend mi n say if this 1 mth exchange programme is such a opportnity, den dun miss it.
Job can still find, but once this opportunity is gone, not onli i wun b happie, i might nt b able to gif my full force at work too.
So, he encourage mi to go.
Is this fatherly love?
He try all his means to fulfill wat i wan...
wat i am gg to pursue..
But, wat can i do for him for the next 2 yrs?
Wishing on the same star @ 8:48 PM
Thursday, April 22, 2010
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