♥ Fucking sis i am ♥
I noe sumtimes we human being, often say harsh words in a fit of anger...
jus within that few min our EQ will jus explode n hurt our loves one.
I cant pretend that nothing has happen today.
I noe i am not a perfect daughter, fren, colleague, much less talking bout being a sis.
I noe i am mean to almost everyone in my house, but i thot they shd know is for their own good.
As in, i kick up a big fuss when bro didnt flush the toilet, when mum or uncle smoke in the toilet,when they took out things n didnt place bk to its original place..etc etc..
I noe i am damn Kao Pek at home..
That's me.
However, i nv expect this is wat he realli thinks of mi.
The sms which my bro send mi today realli hurts.
I noe this might not b true, cox we both r in a bad mood n could easily say nasty things to each other.
But he send this to mi: 'You r a damn fucking sis! ccb.'
I realli got a shocked n it spoilt my mood for the entire day.
I thot of posting the conversation here initially, but i didnt.
Cox i think this is sumthing very private, n is onli between the 2 of us.
I totally believe that wat he said might not be wat he mean at that point of time, but sumhow the inner thot accuracy percentage shdnt less den 50% either.
Cox we, as a human being, tends to say the 'heartfelt words' when we got realli angry.
So is that reali how i meant to him in his heart?
A fucking lousy sis?!
=..(
Tml gotta work again..real sian when i thin of it.
Having phobia liao.
Not sure hw far can i go..i dun think i can handle much pressure.
n i cant find any chemistry between colleagues/bosses n mi.
I seriously dread it when i merely THOT of gg to work.
U wun believe each time it is near Mon, my mind is awaiting for Sat to arrive.
How am i gg to work with this state of mind!!!
Haiya! Bad mood!
Stop saying my EQ low, i noe i am.
Dun need yr reminder.
狗嘴里吐不出象牙的你，闭嘴就好。
Realli wish to see u no more!" former " buddy!
Wishing on the same star @ 11:28 PM
Sunday, May 30, 2010
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