♥ My CB boss ♥
Been awake at 4am n start to Lao Sai plus vomitting till 730am.
Real Torturing.
Vision went black for a while n thus decided not to go work.
ML was cruel enough to said this thr fone conversation when he is aware of my situation.
ML: "U see hw la..den let mi noe later whether u coming to work or not.."
NVM~ i see a doctor n doctor explain my situation plus gif mi 5 packets of medicine.
She said it's unlikely to be able to recover within a day, n said dat i got to lie down n rest, if not the fluid will anyhow flow in my body, causing nausea.
I noe dat for a newcomer to be on MC for the 1st week is very uncool.
But wat can i do? i am realli unwell.
ML treated me differently today.
At first i thot i was sensative.
In the morning, i passed him the MC n let him signed.
Told him casually i was on 2 days MC but come bk for work today, will HR deduct my MC as 2 days instead of 1 day? He kept quiet.
I repeated again in front of him, will HR treat it as 2 days MC now dat i am bk in office, he chose to keep quiet.
FINE.
I very du lan in fact.
Cox he is rude.
Next, G* came to office and asked hw am i feeling..
i said i am better, n bluff to him that i came bk for the sake of him..den burst out laughing n admitted i am jus joking with him.
Jus den, CB ML answered this: 'Yes she is on 2 days MC but she came bk today, purposely to show us hw hardworking she is, she wan to claim credit for her hardwork dats y she is telling u now'
I cant believe i've gt such boss!
Where gt ppl said such words de?
Anyway, i can feel dat he start to picking on mi/dislike me cox i took MC when i am here for only 1 week.
FINE.
Of cox, i dun feel good in my heart.
Been bothering mi so much..
Need to take Minutes of meeting today.
I told ML he shd noe i dun have bkground for it, he said is as easy as ABC n dat he will coach me before meeting start.
When meeting start, he simply said: "hey y arent u start writting on it?" in front of everyone.
seriously, i duno wat shd i jot down.
Every words of wat others say? Am i dat robort? Able to write dat mani n fast??
Nobody tells mi wat to do, wat to write..ok, so i tried my best to quote as much as wat other's said.
After the meeting, i type everything in a format n bring it to ML to check once before i send out.
He didnt.
Ignore me again.
Steady.
When i asked him: " You said u will guide mi along, bluff wat. where got"
He simply smile at mi n look elsewhere.
wth.
When i send out the min of meeting to EVERYBODY who is involved in the meeting (Management Team)
G*, our director simply replied dat i shdnt have left out certain portion.
I didnt noe dat, n as i said, this is my first time writting it.
I got so pissed when i think of everything from the start, n i burst out crying at my workstation.
Today i came to work when i am still not fully recover.
N this is wat i am getting from my boss.
Simply dun appreciate n even pour cold water in front my big boss.
Wat the fuck do i deserve this?
I've been crying like hell in office, till 730pm den i left.
Chose to walk from hotel to Marina Bay MRT st, cox i cant let others see my crying face in the bus.
Continue to shed tears in MRT, i felt so wei qu n dishearted.
Walked from AMK MRT st to home, as i need more time to cool down.
Arrange to meet up with Siyu at 10pm for dinner, but yet i realise i've gt fever now.
N no matter tml hw sick i realli am, i still got to go work right.
If not that CB boss gonna invent new way of ignoring mi again.
This company need to work so long hours which i sumtimes think that am i a factory gal?
N guess wat, ytd the MC which i took got to dock pay, consider as unpaid leave cox under probation! (i dun rem i encounter this treatment when i am at site office! Same company wat!)
No OT pay, boss expected u to come earli, knock off late.
My office hr is 9am to 648pm.
Usualli i reach at 840am, left at 730pm.
But i realli cannot tahan.
Might as well arrange me to work in factory, 12 hr shift work.
Best right.
PUI.
I wan to tender.
I dun need to work for boss who dun appreciate staff's effort.
I dun believe i cant find a better option elsewhere.
I dun believe i got to stuck here in order to be successful.
KNNBCCB.
Giddy plus feverish now, gonna slp liao.
Wishing on the same star @ 10:42 PM
Thursday, June 3, 2010
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