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♥ Disheartenment ♥

I have so many unhappiness to voice out here but i dun thin it is appropriate as i never noe who is reading this post.
Human r ugly creatures, i knew this from the start.
I uds that every human being surely have a dark side, it jus depends on how many percentage they r willing to reveal themselves.
For mi, pretty high percentage dats y i m nv link to words like "kind hearted", "nice person" in their eyes.
So what? I used to be a nice little gal, and i uds how easily it wins ppl's heart. But i do noe this wil please everyone but....definitely not myself. that's FAKE to me.

I do not noe how long this feeling will stay in me, probably one or two days, probably one or two months, or probably, no probably.
This is so insane.

Shd i b glad dat this doesnt occur to my best fren? cox i nv wan to lose her since day 1.
Esp for things which is not within my control.
Perhaps this is beyond my control, dat is y i feel so bad n down to the max, knowing that i do not have the ability to change anything.
Mayb he is right, everything dat she do, she said, is jus to bring me down.
I will bear this in mind, deeply.

Will things recover? Seriously i duno.
Neither do i wish to noe.
The image of her makes mi feel uncomfortable, the voice and sight of him makes mi feel disgusted and with great disappointment, their existence makes me irk.

I jus do not noe hw to react to such situation now.
Mayb TIME is all i need.

I'm a Bitch.



Wishing on the same star @ 1:08 AM
Sunday, March 6, 2011