♥ Hospitalization Leave ♥
Still cant forget the scene when im shivering with coldness in office and Wendell and Cecilia is kind enough to send me to MW clinic by wheelchair.
This is not the first time i heard bout my kidney or bladder problem.
Noe that this is not a joking matter and i worrying sick for my health condition too.
The thoughts of needles poking into my hand still hurts, i dun think i will ever forget the pain i've gone through in TTSH for the past 1 week.
Going through drips, blood testing and medication is a daily routine.
Clumsy nurses hurt my vein by giving me a heavy flush for the drips into my veins hurt that much! bruises appears and i have to let doctor re poke me because of the swallon vein cause by nurses. re poke and re poke! Pain and all i could rem was, i am tearing every night in hospital.
Begging nurses to be gentle to me seems like a routine as well, but that doesnt ease my pain at all, be it emotionally or physically.
Thank god that i have good friends to visit me and kills my loneliness in TTSH.
I really thanks the following friends and families who visited me since day 1:
Warded on 18 August, Thursday: Mum and Susan accompany me. Mum stood outside A&E door for almost 3 hrs, standing and holding my blue adidas jacket. She couldn't come in as nurses and doctors were giving some medication and checking on patients. Hard on her. Susan took over from my mum and accompany till 11plus, until i've got my ward and bed no. and settle down, den she left for the day. *Touched by Mum n Ah Tng*
19 August, Friday: Thanks to Mum, Uncle, Brother, Benson and his new GF Kelly Too, Hui min and Patrina, Susan and Shu Fen, and also, Wen Lin, who came after visiting hours and rushing from MBS to Novena, back to Marina Sq to help me refund Ayumi 's movie ticket and rushed bk to TTSH to visit me and stayed till 11 plus. *Touched*
20 August, Saturday: Thanks to Jacqueline, Siyu, Yin Leng and Husband, Winnie, Mei Juan, Susan and Wen Lin.
21 August, Sunday: Thanks to Mum, Uncle, Brother, Jian Hui, Susan and Ronald.
22 August, Monday: Thanks to Mum, Dad, Brother and Susan.
23 August, Tuesday: Thanks to Mum, Dad, Uncle, Siyu, Mei Juan, Joyce, Benson and GF.
24 August, Wednesday: Dad, Uncle and Mum visited me and i insist on force discharge, signing letter of acknowledge that this is against doctor's advise and the worst consequence i might have to face is death.
I signed it.
Freaking afraid that my condition wil get worsen, esp i noe that medication is not gg to help much. But i cant tolerate the torturing in TTSH anymore, i noe i am stubborn and act like a fool. But just cant help it.
Back to home is really one of the best remedy i ever received!
My appetite returns and i eat non stop at home, from weak body to energetic person who can jump ard at home. Doesn't look like someone who just got discharged from hospital =D
I did went bk to my regular chinese sinseh and seek chinese medication. Told her my condition and she gave me medicine to eat, i had it regularly and my condition become much better. Even went to Bugis Street and pray.
Now i seems so fine and doesn't look like one sick chicken. But im not sure have those bacteria in my blood stream disappear? or has it spread to my organs without me realizing?
Wishing on the same star @ 8:02 PM
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
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